sometimes when I saw pictures of anybody, I realize something.

something that makes me want to pause this life.
something that makes me want to fast forward life.
something that makes me want to skip everything in front of me.

something that disappoint me.
something that makes me unhappy.
something that makes me wondering, am I that bad?
something that makes me cry.
something that makes me grumbling every time.

something that I want the most but it feels like I lose them.

something which is called F.

in fact I am alone :(

Am I hypocrite? Maybe.


xoxo
miss sunshine