3 years already

It begun with our meeting
It begun with Maliq & d'Essentials
It begun with J-Co
It begun with CJ 7
It begun with Iga Bakar Jangkung
It begun with Wendys
It begun with a night you asked me to Lantera
It begun with a statement
Will you...?

And oh my, now It's been 3 years.
Since I was still in 1st year study until now in the last of semester
Since you were in 3rd year of study until now you've graduated

It's no longer a childish relationship or whatsoever
We've through a lot of things
We laugh a lot
We fight a lot
Alhamdulillah, it hasn't break our bond.
Or I guess, never (hopefully).

There are no other words that can express how I feel, except:

(from: rainbowstair.blogspot.com)

always have, always will

xoxo

miss sunshine

Looklet-ing

well, I love mix and matching clothes ;)
and that's why I love looklet.
Take a look of these look!
well, ehm, I create these look. hopefully you'll like it :)

as sweet as cheery pie



ready for masquarade party!



well, I am amazed :)

If you like looklet too, you can visit the website
enjoy!

xoxo
miss sunshine

Weekend, what to do?

Alhamdulillah, my first step of the final project thingy has passed! :)
Time to move on to the next step. Bismillah.
But this weekend is time to holiday, but I still don't know how to spend this weekend, my boyfriend still has to recover his body in Jakarta since his dengue fever and typhus "attacked" him, my friends seem busy with their own business, my sister busy with school thingy, my dad go to work, so it's just me and my mom at home.

I want to watch Crazy Little Thing Called Love at Blitz Megaplex though, anyone?

Anyway, enjoy your weekend guys!
and for my boyfriend: get well soon cal :* Je t'aime

Being idealistic or realistic?

Is it a tricky question? Nope. Indeed it's what we are going to face in the reality of life.
Yes, what will you choose? realistic? idealistic?

Here's mine.
but first, question:
What will you do when you're graduate from college?
Working in a company which serves you high salary and promising position?
Doing job which you love without thinking the salary things or being an entrepreneur?

I relate the realistic, idealistic things with that.
I'm still confuse anyway.
Well, I have an interest to work in civil engineering consultant even though the salary may not be as high as if we works in Oil and Gas company.
Also, I have a dream to have *someday* a clothes store of my own.
But, I also have an interest to work in Oil and Gas company. I see a lot of adventures while I'm working there and of course promising my future.

Sometimes we think that we want to enjoy our job later on. Money is not the important part of the equation but our satisfaction is more. But, will you sacrifice all of the opportunity ahead you, to chase your ,let say: uncertainty dreams. Why am I saying that? yes, we don't know when our dreams will comes true, that's why it's called uncertainty dreams.

What will you choose if you have this opportunity at the same time?
Opportunity to working in a job which you love but with limited salary or opportunity working in a multinational company with high salary but you'll working all the time *being a workaholic*?
That's why I'm questioning in the tittle of my writing.

It's not easy. I know
But one thing I know, everyone should have a dream! that's what will keep us alive.

Happy dreaming,
and enjoy your life
do what you want to do
and not just for yourself but for others whom you love and for this nation :)

xoxo
miss sunshine

and this journey has come to an end

if there's a beginning, then someday there'll be an end

Thank you for the amazing 10 months
Thank you for coloring my life
Thank you for the happiness and sadness
Thank you for the endless learning, I learn a lot

Thank you y'all :)


xoxo

miss sunshine

October Journey

Suddenly, I want to tell you guys about my October Journey hence I haven't tell you the stories completely. Alhamdulillah, I got this opportunity and I'm so proud of my self :) In 9th of October I visited Berlin, the capital city of Germany. Of course it is very different with Erfurt. Berlin is a huge city with high citizen density. If you come to this city then you'll see many sky scrapper buildings. If we compared it to Jakarta, it's the same but of course much more modern in Berlin. I was amazed by this city and also amazed by the weather. It was freaking cold when I visited Berlin. The sun did came out but I hardly feel any warm. The wind was enough to make me not to take off my jacket and tighten my scarf. brrrrrrrrrrr. Me and my friends (Indonesian and Germany friends) as well as our Professor went to Berlin by train. After a long winding road (it means for almost 2,5 hours) then we arrived at Berlin train station which is called Berlin Haupbanof.

After that we went around the city. We saw the parliament building. There was a long queue when we were there. There were so many people want to go inside the building and because of that long queue we didn't intend to get in the bulding. I still took a picture in front of the parliament building though. Anyway, this building is called Reichstag building Then we went to see the "Berliner Mauer" It was the famous Berlin Wall which separate the West and East Germany. The wall was no longer exist but I saw the wall that used to be there. I took a picture there and indeed I stepped my foot in the "Berliner Mauer" :) We also visited the Brandenburg gate. This is one of the most famous place in Berlin. Lots of tourist here. Since we only had one day to explore Berlin city, our germany friends decide to take us by the double dekker bus to travel around Berlin. Yeah, it was a city safari. It cost 10 euro per person. We just sit down and voila! we can take a look whole Berlin. At first it was fun and as time goes by it kind of boring (sorry mates). I thought it'll be more fun if we can just walk by our own foot and visit each of those places. I thought it'll be more memorial with that. But unfortunately we only have one day :( someday I have to get back to Berlin again!! This is some place that I saw during the safari:

the famous cathedral

Museum

Charlie's point

One day I have to visit not just Germany but whole Europe! Amen.

xoxo
miss sunshine

Dear Mom and Dad

Dear Mom,
I know you gave me a birth
I know you took care of me since I was in your belly (sorry for the wrong word :p) until now my age is 21
I know that home will be a mess without you
I know you quit your job to take care of me and be a full time mother and wife :)
I know you are my friend to share my story with and best partner for shopping
I know you are upset when I act awful to you
I know you always tough for the hardest condition of this family
I know you love cats very much
I know you always support me in every of my decision
I know you always tell me to struggle in achieving bright future

and I say Thank You kazillion times for those you have done to me and I can give any return except my promise, to make you happy in my future.

Dear Dad,
I know you never ever took my class grade report since primary school until high school
I know you are the strongest dad that always try to make your family happy
I know you less talk but always try to show that you love me and it's very sweet ;;)
I know that you had been pay for my education, no less!
I know you always support me in everything
I know you are also my partner of discussing the future
I know you are always waking up in the early morning and never get late! wew!
I know you always hug me in the morning before you left for work
I know you are a sleepy man I know you are proud of me ;)

and I say Thank You kazillion times for those you have done to me and I can give any return except my promise, to make you happy in my future.

I know that you guys always try to make me and my sister happy
I know you both never ask any return for what you had been doing
I know you both are amazing
And I'm sorry if I always act like I'm not feel grateful for what I already have
I'm sorry for being selfish if I want something and didn't care about your feelings

I do care about both of you
I love you both so much :)
I will keep my promise
I will make you proud


xoxo

miss sunshine

bismillah, ready set go!

Final assignment yeah yeah yeah!
This is the first step: Preface and Literature Study



wish me luck!!!!!


xoxo
miss sunshine

rafting agogo!!

Last Saturday, I experienced rafting. At first, it was kind of scary, but indeed it was so much fun!!!!
You should try it guys.

get ready for the adventure, yeah!

wooohoooo

Anyway, this rafting is located in Situ Cileunca, Palayangan River, Pangalengan, Bandung.
I think they don't have official website. But you can check it here

xoxo

miss sunshine

it is not easy dude, so much distraction

Well, well, well, if you read my previous post, I said about my target to be graduated on July 2011. In order to achieve that, I should made research (final assignment). And, it need to be started since this week. My supervisor lecture told me and my friends, which is also supervised by him, that we have to do preface seminar in 1st week of February> aaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~

At first I thought it won't be difficult, but now, YEAH, it is hard to start. auuoooooo.
It need a lot of motivation and energy to do it *sigh* Besides that, it needs an ability to make a sentence and elaborate them into a good paragraph. Hey, I'm not a writer *so what am i doing now??*

Just like today, actually, I have to start finishing my preface, but what am i doing?
At first I want to do it, then the distraction begins. first, when I saw twitter's time line, everybody talked about what lecture will they take in the last semester, and suddenly I wanted to open ol.akademik.itb.ac.id and started to fill my KRS (choose what lecture I'm gonna take). Is it end? nooo, then suddenly I was searching about full bright scholarship. Indeed I found full bright master degree program to US, france, and etc. I began to download it. wohoooo, then I start my "preface" thingy *BIG LIE!! suddenly I remembered that I haven't write in my blog for couple days. Then voila, I began to browse and browse and browse. I added Feedjit and ShoutMix to my blog. cool huh? what the?? *absurd*
Okay,then I realised I spend 4 hours using (wasting-red) my time with very very very a little progress in my preface *sadly*

aaaaaaaaa, well my boyfriend said this (from twitter):

Here is the translation:
Me: Oh my, today I am feeling so lazy, I do not know why
Him: Move on! Do your final assignment!!
Me: I tried to gather my intention. It is so hard
Him: Welcome to "final assignment" world ! But you can not lazy!!

It sort of boost my mood, but hmmmmmmm
First, I have to take a shower. ahaha. bye.

miss sunshine