Uncertainty

Well, I just hate it.

It's better not think about it too much then.

It sucks when you have to deal with your own thoughts, better distract my mind with other things.

xoxo,

miss sunshine

HIMYM S07E10

When you meet the right person, you know it.
You can't stop thinking about them.
They're your best friend and your soul mate.
You can't wait to spend the rest of your life with them.
No one and nothing else can compare.
-Nora's Father-

xoxo
miss sunshine

I'm Quoting

xoxo
miss sunshine

Learning

I meet people everyday.
I meet them in the apartment, I meet them in the street, I meet them in the public transportation, I meet them in the office, I meet them in the mall, I meet them everywhere I go.

As I meet them all, I usually watch and learn something from them.
Hey, learning is everywhere, not only in school.
And as you grow old, you'll know that life gives you lessons more than 16 years of education at school.
(But I am not that old. haha)

Who said life is full of problems? Is that true?
Life is simple.
The thing is problems come because of ourselves.
We all know which things are wrong and which are not.
What do we do? We are choosing.
Choose to do the right thing or the wrong thing.
And take the consequences afterward.

But nobody always choose the right thing.
Sometimes we choose wrong thing and take the consequences.
What will be the best part when you choose the wrong thing?
You'll learn from it for not making the same mistake in the future.

Keep on choosing and learning.
You know deep in your heart what to choose.
Good luck!

"Don't be afraid of change. You may end up losing something good, but you'll most likely end up gaining something better"

xoxo
miss sunshine

Stop Complaining

Stop complaining and just go on with your life happily.
Complaining makes you look terrible, seriously.
Why can't you think positive?



Will you stop complaining, Sir?


(for someone who complains a lot)


xoxo
miss sunhine

Jakarta Part 1

(jakartadailyphoto.com)

They call it the city of hopes and dreams.
People look for opportunity of "life" here.
Some of them succeed, some other failed.
Tempting from the surface, but once you "dive" deeply you'll know it is hard to survive.
You'll find a very large gap between the high class and low class.
This city will give you money yet make you spend more money if you don't smart enough.


So, I said hello to you dear Jakarta.
I hope you "treat" me well for at least this 5 months.
I will survive you! *grin*


xoxo
miss sunshine

Chill

Let's chill and relax.

Do not rush.

Enjoy life.

Everything will come in proper time.

Chill, Ima

I Won't Give Up

I won’t give up by Jason Mraz

When I look into your eyes
It’s like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There’s so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you’ve come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

And when you’re needing your space
To do some navigating
I’ll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

‘Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We’ve got a lot to learn
God knows we’re worth it
No, I won’t give up

I don’t wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I’m here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you’re still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn’t break, we didn’t burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I’ve got, and what I’m not
And who I am

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up
Still looking up.

I won’t give up on us (no I’m not giving up)
God knows I’m tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We’ve got a lot to learn (we’re alive, we are loved)
God knows we’re worth it (and we’re worth it)

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

you can see the video here

xoxo

miss sunshine

HAPPINESS

Happiness is simple but complicated to define
Happiness is easy to forget but hard to find

Happiness need sincerity
Happiness need gratitude
Happiness sometimes need sacrifice

Life is all about pursuing happiness
Why continue life when you're not happy anymore?
So, go fight! Go grab your happiness!

xoxo
miss sunshine

Me Want These!!!

These fashion items are so tempting. Will somebody give me one of these things? :p

1. White American Apparel Shirt + Navy American Apparel Pants
Skinny pants which I love ;)

2. Accessories
I'm a huge fan of accessories, especially necklaces and bracelets and this thing is cute

3. Lace Shift Jane Dress
Lace dress = lovely + simple


4. Brick Red Two Way Bagpack Stylesofia Bag
This what I called an inovation! Love the color and utility ;)

5. Burnt Orange Pleated Shorts
Love it love it

6. Decimal Wedges
One word: bold!!!

source: www.chictopia.com
and visit mine here

xoxo
miss sunshine

The Next Step

Heyhooo, it's been a (very) while! Whaddup?

I am writing this post in different place that I used to be. Here it goes. I am now living in Palembang, well it's not for long, it's just for almost 3 months.
This is actually my first time in Sumatra. I kinda enjoy it, yeah, because I am not alone here. I am here with my 8 other friends.

ooops, I almost forgot, now I am working in Indonesia Port II Company. That's the reason now I am in the land of Sumatra.

Well, these are some pictures that I took ;)

At Jakabaring Sport City

Pagoda at Kemaro Island

Ampera ;)

“One’s destination is never a place, but a new way of seeing things.” – Henry Miller

xoxo
miss sunshine

LET ME HEAR YA! GRA GRA GRADUATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

16th July 2011,
Alhamdulillah dear Almighty Allah.
Thank you:
- Mom and Dad

- My sister, Ila


- Yuris Ramadhan

- My super bestfriends: Zeinda, Asun, Andel, Ipuy, Nene, Dita, Dinda, Rera, Medi, Naya, Hap2, Ape, Kiki


- My great friends: Civil Engineering class 2007


- HMS ITB

- ITB

Without you all, I won't be like this and 16th July 2011 won't be my one of greatest day. It is not me who special, but it is you who make me feel special :*


I am grateful for everything that has happened since I stepped my foot in Ganesha :") This is not the end, surely it is a new beginning of a beautiful life ahead.
Bless me God.


xoxo
miss sunshine

ALHAMDULILLAH

Alhamdulillahirabbalalamin :D

Finally, yesterday was my "day". After a long winding road, lack of sleep, restless mind, and mixed feeling for the past 6 months, finally it was ended yesterday. woohoooo!

Thank You Allah SWT, Thank you Mom and Dad, Thank you Yuris Ramadhan, Thank you my supervisor Mr. Iswandi Imran, Thank you my besties (Zeinda, Andel, Asun, Kiki, etc), Thank you my dearest Civil Engineering class 2007 friends, Thank you Manggoes Sahrodjie's and Hanafiah's and to whom give me spirit and prayer

Without you all, I won't be able to through all of these.

Gracias muchos!

and hello dear Future, I'll soon come and grab ya!

xoxo
miss sunshine

a story of couples

well, I just found out that there's a middle age woman who has a great experience of life. I knew her from twitter and starting to *kepo* about her life. even though it was a very complicated story (real story) yet I enjoyed to read it, I even download a PDF about her first twit until now. By reading it, you'll know every story of her life, she has a unique talent in the way she told people about her life through social network like twitter.

This is a brief of her story:
Mrs. Alexandra is a succesfull banker, her husband, Mr. Beno is a heart surgeon or lets say a cardiologist. They started to married but it didn't well so they got divorce. But after that, they realize how much they can't stand of each other being separated so they remarried and that's how everything goes. How Alex has to deal with his spoiled brat yet sweet husband? How they have to manage being separated when Beno had to go to NY for a fellowship? How they have to understand each other since they have a opposite character and they didn't want to fail for the second time? How about a child in their opinion?

haha. I started to tell te whole story, I think you should read it by your own :) I bet you can not stop reading it.

do follow @alexandrarheaw
and also download the PDF of her twits here

you'll learn many things by reading it and realize that relationship and marriage doesn't go as simple as we think.

ps: mrs. alexandra and her husband mr. beno are the hottest couple I ever know, even Prince William and Kate Middeton might not have a "cute" story like them :p

have fun reading it!

xoxo
miss sunshine

twisted life

Our life is defined by our destiny. Destiny which is written by Almighty God.
We never know what will happen in the future, even for one minute ahead from now. Everything is a secret which only God who knows. We just let it flows, enjoy it, sometimes curse at it if it doesn't go well as we expected.

Life is a mystery. Upside down, that is what will happen to each of us. Sometimes we felt like we are very lucky to have a chance getting what we want. Sometimes we felt terrible when everything seem go away from us.

Believe it or not, God has its own way to make our life twisted, complicated, etc you named it. If we feel like we really want to have something then God doesn't let it to be yours,mine, orours and we'll start to feel terrible and said: why you did this God? But hey, who knows by letting something not to be yours then there will be another way that God's already prepared for us?

Maybe it is a sign from God. It is a way from God to say: "hey, you deserve better than that" or "that's not the path of your life" or "you went wrong, now I am turning you to the right way" or "be patient I give you a test, when you passed this, you'll get what you want".

Is that so?

Of course, it doesn't mean that we shouldn't do anything and just waiting until God shows the way. We have to struggle. If we deserve to earn what we had fight for it, then we'll earn it or maybe there's another way.

Maybe this is what I think when I failed of something or I haven't get what I want. I do believe that everything that happens in my life, it is my destiny from God yet still I have to struggle on it. As long as I fight for it, then when it failed I won't to be worried because there'll be a better way from me.

And also the most important thing is to feel grateful. You know, when I typed this, I am feeling grateful since I had my own laptop, internet connection, do not live under bridge or at the edge of railway, I can eat everytime that I want, I have my own car (even though it is always get on my nerves *grrrrr* upss, no grumbling please :p).

So, fight for your dreams, when it hasn't come true yet, you should believe that God leads you to another way that will be much better than now.

Enjoy your twisted life. That's how life goes!

cheers,
xoxo
miss sunshine

Season 4 Finale of Gossip Girl :')

yesterday, i saw the last episode of Gossip Girl season 4 and it was just fsfksfjwrwe;rw',erw,rwi4294u2o4242o4 - which means I can describe it in proper or adequate words. Everything seems to be twisted.

I always love Chuck and Blair. They are so sweet to be together, but hold your breath because they aren't together at the end of this season 4 finale *sigh* even though it wasn't a happily never after ending, but I am optimistic that they're gonna be together at season 4 :D

This is the sweetest scene ever of them:
Chuck and Blair

and here is the dialogue:

Blair: Why did you just do that?

Chuck: Because of what you said earlier.

Blair: About being happy? Chuck, that’s not the most important thing. People don’t write sonnets about being compatible, or novels about shared life goals and stimulating conversation. The great loves are the crazy ones. L’amour fou.

Chuck: Blair we’re not living in Paris in the 20s.

Blair: We both wish we were.

Chuck: There’s a difference between a great love and the right love. I left the Empire State Building last year after two minutes when you didn’t show. Louis waited all night. This is your chance at happiness. You think you shouldn’t want it ‘cause you’ve never had it and it scares you. But you deserve your fairytale.

Blair: We make our own fairytales.

Chuck: Only when we have to. You don’t. How do you feel about tonight?

Blair: Awful. I just… terrible. In fact I’ve never, felt like this before.

Chuck: Guilt. I feel it too. Maybe I’m actually growing up after all.

Blair: I didn’t wanna let you go just yet.

Chuck: Don’t let anyone tell you you’re not powerful. You’re the most powerful woman I know.

Blair: It’s taking all the power I have to walk away from you. Chuck: I know. But I need to let you go. You need to let go.

Blair: I will always love you.

Chuck: I will always love you.



aaaaaaa, they should be together, don't they?

xoxo
miss sunshine

helloooo

helloooo, it's been a while I didn't update my blog.

how's life?
yeah, kind of enjoy it, fun yet sometimes need to do something new to refresh my mind.

well, I just finished my final exam, so it means that the last semester is finally (hopefully) over and also it means my last time in college is gonna be over soon. hello, bachelor thesis! can't wait to wrap you up :)

In last Friday, I gave Yuris a birthday surprise. but not an extraordinary one. I gave my presence on his birthday :) haha. So, I went all the way from Bandung to Jakarta to give him that "so called surprise". It actually worked though since he was totally shocked.





And the next day, we had our time, just the two of us, strolling at some places which is so cool. it was fun :D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEY YR
WISHING YOU ALL THE BEST
HOPE YOU'LL HAVE AN EXTRAORDINARY LIFE AHEAD
:*
amen


XOXO
miss sunshine

starting the new chapter to the brighter future

yes, here we are. We are starting the new beginning of the new chapter.
Though distance comes between us, we should be strong in order to achieve our dreams ;)

I am wishing you infinity lucks. I hope you love the gift and it can boost your mood to face the brand new day.

Super good luck dear Yuris!!!!! I know you can do it :)
for the brighter future!!









xoxo
miss sunshine

enthusiasm, the one that keep you alive

life is not that easy.
it's easy when you can count on your daddy's money.
it's easy when you have everything already without struggle on it.
it's easy but don't you feel so shame by counting on other people (including your parents)?
we have our own brain and body.
we can use them to think, to act, and to do everything that we want.
also to change ourselves to be better.

life is not that easy dude.

and now the older I am, the more thoughts that come to my mind.
final assignment things, job things, future things has always "haunted" me.
Of course we can't peek our future, we don't know what God has planned for us in the future.
Yet we can know by struggle on it.
Struggle in achieving our dreams.

is it easy?
Nope
can we achieve it?
yes, definitely

enthusiasm,
something that keeps us alive.
as long as it always "burn".
nothing can stop us.

so get off from your bed and always starts your day with enthusiasm.
seize the day!

xoxo
mis sunshine

bold to be yourself

i'm not trying to be naive.
but actually, this is something that I really want to have.

genuine.

Yes, I'm sort a thinking that everyone should be bold enough to be themselves.
Exploring what they really like and trying to discover it.

Bold people has their own thought on something.
they have their own willing about what they want to do in life.

yet, those are the hardest thing people to discover from themselves.
I am either :(

Well, what I'm trying to say is : be yourself!
be what you want to be, not other people wants.
don't be a follower, be an initiator.

I do believe that people should be do something which they love.
Sometimes the satisfaction in liking our own hobby/job/etc is more important than material (money).
Yet, satisfaction from the money things is very tempting though.

Follow your heart for everything that you want to do, balance it with your head and just do it!!

xoxo
miss sunshine